I told him I wasn't suicidal and to not disconnect the phone. We can continue living our lives aimlessly without any sense of purpose or joy. People say you have your other kids to live for… but I miss HIM!! I feel as if there is a hole in my chest that will never close.

Pretty much everyone, I would imagine. This pain I am feeling is over whelming. And you should feel absolutely zero responsibility for his demise. Anger at people who are well meaning and say that they are praying for me when all their prayers for healing my son were left unanswered. Are any of us fortune-tellers when it comes to life and death? Nothing mattered and I didn't care about anything. At the same time, I also understand your desire not to grow old and alone. The "tormenting feelings of hurt and loneliness" are definitely so severe that nothing else matters at the moment. I know your pain. I even went to court to get help and told them of his plan. I appreciate the postings/comments. My advice is like yours, be selfish and oh well!

There is a huge hole in my life that can never be filled. One other person said they didn’t talk to us about him because they didn’t want to remind us that he died. Sending you lots of love. I think they just don’t know how to come at me. He was 53. .

I agree that the testimonies from others in the same situation have helped all of us realize that we are not alone in our grief. I don’t believe that suicide will get me to James so for now I’m just surviving praying God will take me soon too.

Where I would do it, when I would do it and whether it was something I really wanted. You don’t have to worry about trying to be happy in front of your family if you are not feeling happy. This past father’s day was excruciating. She looked so beautiful and happy. Dating can be awkward and stressful at ANY time in your life, let alone trying to find a new soulmate or at least someone to spend enjoyable time with. I’m really upset because his step mom went up there that night and was called back that morning as soon as he passed away and she didn’t call me. He made it to the hospital but had a global brain injury due to lack of oxygen and died a week later.

He was my reason for getting up in the morning. Take care of yourself. Losing a child sucks! Grieving is normal and one should experience the way he/she believe is better BUT I believe that living a poor life does not honor his memory. Use his gift of unconditional love for the power of good ... always. I have a job I love and I’m financially stable. I dont think I will ever get over it. No, it will never be the same with someone else. This really broke me!! I reached out to her and we quickly fell in love. :). He was so handsome and he just loved cooking and dancing, so charming and a true gentleman, he was liked and loved by all!

I somehow just knew that she was okay now. In my mind’s eye, his face was suffused with love and tinged with exasperation, a common look for Daniel. Emily for me it feel like yesterday. I am really the type to avoid commenting on all platforms. When I felt the uncertainty fading, I decided to speak out. I have no idea how to continue without my baby. I loved before him, I love now and I will continue to love, but it's definitely not on the same level. She lost her son, too. I always thought he’d just gone missing.

I know my life will always have a void and the sadness will always be there in the background, clenching my heart and throat.

Like I do, and I do t want to let him down either. The pain of this loss is truly indescribable, and it takes every ounce of our strength to learn to live our lives in a joyful state once again ... without the physical presence of that person. Together, my beautiful wife and I have experienced the loss of our parents, and the loss of our precious first child who was stillborn. My fear was always forgetting.

The people you think will be there in your lowest times aren’t always the ones that can support you. I loved him first, I’ll love him last I believe in my heart that she would want me to carry on and love another as I loved her, however, I feel it might be too soon and feel guilty for "moving on too fast." They knew they didn’t know the answers, but they allowed me space to talk about my son, my grief, & my fears of having failed as a mother. We had many discussions/arguments about what she would want from me on her final day. And I, having finally moved to the mountain ski town of Park City (my dream to live in the mountains after my youngest graduated high school finally coming true...) was dating someone. I am so sorry that you lost your beautiful wife and soulmate much too soon. If you're not yet at the stage where you are able to do this, then you aren't ready to move forward, period. Dating will never be carefree again. Now, you just need to learn how to live your life on a day-to-day-basis without his physical presence, knowing that the most important part of him has now become a part of you. We weren't meant to know. My heart the most. I continue to tell myself my son would want me to live the best life possible…what he remembered of our life here. Friday July 3rd was my 1 year anniversary of my sobriety and July 4th he passed.

As long as I am alive, he will continue to be loved, cherished and always remembered.

Thank you for sharing your honest feelings about Lorna and your guilt in fulfilling her wishes to be taken off life support. We worked to gather in our successful business . Each accepting the other's shortcomings and loving unconditionally.

Many times I wanted to thank you but I've never found the words to post a comment. I am reasonably certain that the kind of love we had is not common. I don’t think the grief ever goes away, it just gets a little better with less intensity and frequency.


You mentioned that your loved one was a 'secret' soul mate, thus perhaps friends and family wouldn't understand the depth of your grief.

We were broken apart. If it weren’t for my husband and other children I would not want to go on living. I was in awe of his knowledge. “I’m here!” he answers with frustration. I'm not wallowing in my grief on purpose. We just can't help but compare our current life to the life we had before. I hope that if I am ever seated next to someone who needs help, that I behave the same way this angel and my daughter's angels did.
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Pretty much everyone, I would imagine. This pain I am feeling is over whelming. And you should feel absolutely zero responsibility for his demise. Anger at people who are well meaning and say that they are praying for me when all their prayers for healing my son were left unanswered. Are any of us fortune-tellers when it comes to life and death? Nothing mattered and I didn't care about anything. At the same time, I also understand your desire not to grow old and alone. The "tormenting feelings of hurt and loneliness" are definitely so severe that nothing else matters at the moment. I know your pain. I even went to court to get help and told them of his plan. I appreciate the postings/comments. My advice is like yours, be selfish and oh well!

There is a huge hole in my life that can never be filled. One other person said they didn’t talk to us about him because they didn’t want to remind us that he died. Sending you lots of love. I think they just don’t know how to come at me. He was 53. .

I agree that the testimonies from others in the same situation have helped all of us realize that we are not alone in our grief. I don’t believe that suicide will get me to James so for now I’m just surviving praying God will take me soon too.

Where I would do it, when I would do it and whether it was something I really wanted. You don’t have to worry about trying to be happy in front of your family if you are not feeling happy. This past father’s day was excruciating. She looked so beautiful and happy. Dating can be awkward and stressful at ANY time in your life, let alone trying to find a new soulmate or at least someone to spend enjoyable time with. I’m really upset because his step mom went up there that night and was called back that morning as soon as he passed away and she didn’t call me. He made it to the hospital but had a global brain injury due to lack of oxygen and died a week later.

He was my reason for getting up in the morning. Take care of yourself. Losing a child sucks! Grieving is normal and one should experience the way he/she believe is better BUT I believe that living a poor life does not honor his memory. Use his gift of unconditional love for the power of good ... always. I have a job I love and I’m financially stable. I dont think I will ever get over it. No, it will never be the same with someone else. This really broke me!! I reached out to her and we quickly fell in love. :). He was so handsome and he just loved cooking and dancing, so charming and a true gentleman, he was liked and loved by all!

I somehow just knew that she was okay now. In my mind’s eye, his face was suffused with love and tinged with exasperation, a common look for Daniel. Emily for me it feel like yesterday. I am really the type to avoid commenting on all platforms. When I felt the uncertainty fading, I decided to speak out. I have no idea how to continue without my baby. I loved before him, I love now and I will continue to love, but it's definitely not on the same level. She lost her son, too. I always thought he’d just gone missing.

I know my life will always have a void and the sadness will always be there in the background, clenching my heart and throat.

Like I do, and I do t want to let him down either. The pain of this loss is truly indescribable, and it takes every ounce of our strength to learn to live our lives in a joyful state once again ... without the physical presence of that person. Together, my beautiful wife and I have experienced the loss of our parents, and the loss of our precious first child who was stillborn. My fear was always forgetting.

The people you think will be there in your lowest times aren’t always the ones that can support you. I loved him first, I’ll love him last I believe in my heart that she would want me to carry on and love another as I loved her, however, I feel it might be too soon and feel guilty for "moving on too fast." They knew they didn’t know the answers, but they allowed me space to talk about my son, my grief, & my fears of having failed as a mother. We had many discussions/arguments about what she would want from me on her final day. And I, having finally moved to the mountain ski town of Park City (my dream to live in the mountains after my youngest graduated high school finally coming true...) was dating someone. I am so sorry that you lost your beautiful wife and soulmate much too soon. If you're not yet at the stage where you are able to do this, then you aren't ready to move forward, period. Dating will never be carefree again. Now, you just need to learn how to live your life on a day-to-day-basis without his physical presence, knowing that the most important part of him has now become a part of you. We weren't meant to know. My heart the most. I continue to tell myself my son would want me to live the best life possible…what he remembered of our life here. Friday July 3rd was my 1 year anniversary of my sobriety and July 4th he passed.

As long as I am alive, he will continue to be loved, cherished and always remembered.

Thank you for sharing your honest feelings about Lorna and your guilt in fulfilling her wishes to be taken off life support. We worked to gather in our successful business . Each accepting the other's shortcomings and loving unconditionally.

Many times I wanted to thank you but I've never found the words to post a comment. I am reasonably certain that the kind of love we had is not common. I don’t think the grief ever goes away, it just gets a little better with less intensity and frequency.


You mentioned that your loved one was a 'secret' soul mate, thus perhaps friends and family wouldn't understand the depth of your grief.

We were broken apart. If it weren’t for my husband and other children I would not want to go on living. I was in awe of his knowledge. “I’m here!” he answers with frustration. I'm not wallowing in my grief on purpose. We just can't help but compare our current life to the life we had before. I hope that if I am ever seated next to someone who needs help, that I behave the same way this angel and my daughter's angels did.
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Pretty much everyone, I would imagine. This pain I am feeling is over whelming. And you should feel absolutely zero responsibility for his demise. Anger at people who are well meaning and say that they are praying for me when all their prayers for healing my son were left unanswered. Are any of us fortune-tellers when it comes to life and death? Nothing mattered and I didn't care about anything. At the same time, I also understand your desire not to grow old and alone. The "tormenting feelings of hurt and loneliness" are definitely so severe that nothing else matters at the moment. I know your pain. I even went to court to get help and told them of his plan. I appreciate the postings/comments. My advice is like yours, be selfish and oh well!

There is a huge hole in my life that can never be filled. One other person said they didn’t talk to us about him because they didn’t want to remind us that he died. Sending you lots of love. I think they just don’t know how to come at me. He was 53. .

I agree that the testimonies from others in the same situation have helped all of us realize that we are not alone in our grief. I don’t believe that suicide will get me to James so for now I’m just surviving praying God will take me soon too.

Where I would do it, when I would do it and whether it was something I really wanted. You don’t have to worry about trying to be happy in front of your family if you are not feeling happy. This past father’s day was excruciating. She looked so beautiful and happy. Dating can be awkward and stressful at ANY time in your life, let alone trying to find a new soulmate or at least someone to spend enjoyable time with. I’m really upset because his step mom went up there that night and was called back that morning as soon as he passed away and she didn’t call me. He made it to the hospital but had a global brain injury due to lack of oxygen and died a week later.

He was my reason for getting up in the morning. Take care of yourself. Losing a child sucks! Grieving is normal and one should experience the way he/she believe is better BUT I believe that living a poor life does not honor his memory. Use his gift of unconditional love for the power of good ... always. I have a job I love and I’m financially stable. I dont think I will ever get over it. No, it will never be the same with someone else. This really broke me!! I reached out to her and we quickly fell in love. :). He was so handsome and he just loved cooking and dancing, so charming and a true gentleman, he was liked and loved by all!

I somehow just knew that she was okay now. In my mind’s eye, his face was suffused with love and tinged with exasperation, a common look for Daniel. Emily for me it feel like yesterday. I am really the type to avoid commenting on all platforms. When I felt the uncertainty fading, I decided to speak out. I have no idea how to continue without my baby. I loved before him, I love now and I will continue to love, but it's definitely not on the same level. She lost her son, too. I always thought he’d just gone missing.

I know my life will always have a void and the sadness will always be there in the background, clenching my heart and throat.

Like I do, and I do t want to let him down either. The pain of this loss is truly indescribable, and it takes every ounce of our strength to learn to live our lives in a joyful state once again ... without the physical presence of that person. Together, my beautiful wife and I have experienced the loss of our parents, and the loss of our precious first child who was stillborn. My fear was always forgetting.

The people you think will be there in your lowest times aren’t always the ones that can support you. I loved him first, I’ll love him last I believe in my heart that she would want me to carry on and love another as I loved her, however, I feel it might be too soon and feel guilty for "moving on too fast." They knew they didn’t know the answers, but they allowed me space to talk about my son, my grief, & my fears of having failed as a mother. We had many discussions/arguments about what she would want from me on her final day. And I, having finally moved to the mountain ski town of Park City (my dream to live in the mountains after my youngest graduated high school finally coming true...) was dating someone. I am so sorry that you lost your beautiful wife and soulmate much too soon. If you're not yet at the stage where you are able to do this, then you aren't ready to move forward, period. Dating will never be carefree again. Now, you just need to learn how to live your life on a day-to-day-basis without his physical presence, knowing that the most important part of him has now become a part of you. We weren't meant to know. My heart the most. I continue to tell myself my son would want me to live the best life possible…what he remembered of our life here. Friday July 3rd was my 1 year anniversary of my sobriety and July 4th he passed.

As long as I am alive, he will continue to be loved, cherished and always remembered.

Thank you for sharing your honest feelings about Lorna and your guilt in fulfilling her wishes to be taken off life support. We worked to gather in our successful business . Each accepting the other's shortcomings and loving unconditionally.

Many times I wanted to thank you but I've never found the words to post a comment. I am reasonably certain that the kind of love we had is not common. I don’t think the grief ever goes away, it just gets a little better with less intensity and frequency.


You mentioned that your loved one was a 'secret' soul mate, thus perhaps friends and family wouldn't understand the depth of your grief.

We were broken apart. If it weren’t for my husband and other children I would not want to go on living. I was in awe of his knowledge. “I’m here!” he answers with frustration. I'm not wallowing in my grief on purpose. We just can't help but compare our current life to the life we had before. I hope that if I am ever seated next to someone who needs help, that I behave the same way this angel and my daughter's angels did.
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Pretty much everyone, I would imagine. This pain I am feeling is over whelming. And you should feel absolutely zero responsibility for his demise. Anger at people who are well meaning and say that they are praying for me when all their prayers for healing my son were left unanswered. Are any of us fortune-tellers when it comes to life and death? Nothing mattered and I didn't care about anything. At the same time, I also understand your desire not to grow old and alone. The "tormenting feelings of hurt and loneliness" are definitely so severe that nothing else matters at the moment. I know your pain. I even went to court to get help and told them of his plan. I appreciate the postings/comments. My advice is like yours, be selfish and oh well!

There is a huge hole in my life that can never be filled. One other person said they didn’t talk to us about him because they didn’t want to remind us that he died. Sending you lots of love. I think they just don’t know how to come at me. He was 53. .

I agree that the testimonies from others in the same situation have helped all of us realize that we are not alone in our grief. I don’t believe that suicide will get me to James so for now I’m just surviving praying God will take me soon too.

Where I would do it, when I would do it and whether it was something I really wanted. You don’t have to worry about trying to be happy in front of your family if you are not feeling happy. This past father’s day was excruciating. She looked so beautiful and happy. Dating can be awkward and stressful at ANY time in your life, let alone trying to find a new soulmate or at least someone to spend enjoyable time with. I’m really upset because his step mom went up there that night and was called back that morning as soon as he passed away and she didn’t call me. He made it to the hospital but had a global brain injury due to lack of oxygen and died a week later.

He was my reason for getting up in the morning. Take care of yourself. Losing a child sucks! Grieving is normal and one should experience the way he/she believe is better BUT I believe that living a poor life does not honor his memory. Use his gift of unconditional love for the power of good ... always. I have a job I love and I’m financially stable. I dont think I will ever get over it. No, it will never be the same with someone else. This really broke me!! I reached out to her and we quickly fell in love. :). He was so handsome and he just loved cooking and dancing, so charming and a true gentleman, he was liked and loved by all!

I somehow just knew that she was okay now. In my mind’s eye, his face was suffused with love and tinged with exasperation, a common look for Daniel. Emily for me it feel like yesterday. I am really the type to avoid commenting on all platforms. When I felt the uncertainty fading, I decided to speak out. I have no idea how to continue without my baby. I loved before him, I love now and I will continue to love, but it's definitely not on the same level. She lost her son, too. I always thought he’d just gone missing.

I know my life will always have a void and the sadness will always be there in the background, clenching my heart and throat.

Like I do, and I do t want to let him down either. The pain of this loss is truly indescribable, and it takes every ounce of our strength to learn to live our lives in a joyful state once again ... without the physical presence of that person. Together, my beautiful wife and I have experienced the loss of our parents, and the loss of our precious first child who was stillborn. My fear was always forgetting.

The people you think will be there in your lowest times aren’t always the ones that can support you. I loved him first, I’ll love him last I believe in my heart that she would want me to carry on and love another as I loved her, however, I feel it might be too soon and feel guilty for "moving on too fast." They knew they didn’t know the answers, but they allowed me space to talk about my son, my grief, & my fears of having failed as a mother. We had many discussions/arguments about what she would want from me on her final day. And I, having finally moved to the mountain ski town of Park City (my dream to live in the mountains after my youngest graduated high school finally coming true...) was dating someone. I am so sorry that you lost your beautiful wife and soulmate much too soon. If you're not yet at the stage where you are able to do this, then you aren't ready to move forward, period. Dating will never be carefree again. Now, you just need to learn how to live your life on a day-to-day-basis without his physical presence, knowing that the most important part of him has now become a part of you. We weren't meant to know. My heart the most. I continue to tell myself my son would want me to live the best life possible…what he remembered of our life here. Friday July 3rd was my 1 year anniversary of my sobriety and July 4th he passed.

As long as I am alive, he will continue to be loved, cherished and always remembered.

Thank you for sharing your honest feelings about Lorna and your guilt in fulfilling her wishes to be taken off life support. We worked to gather in our successful business . Each accepting the other's shortcomings and loving unconditionally.

Many times I wanted to thank you but I've never found the words to post a comment. I am reasonably certain that the kind of love we had is not common. I don’t think the grief ever goes away, it just gets a little better with less intensity and frequency.


You mentioned that your loved one was a 'secret' soul mate, thus perhaps friends and family wouldn't understand the depth of your grief.

We were broken apart. If it weren’t for my husband and other children I would not want to go on living. I was in awe of his knowledge. “I’m here!” he answers with frustration. I'm not wallowing in my grief on purpose. We just can't help but compare our current life to the life we had before. I hope that if I am ever seated next to someone who needs help, that I behave the same way this angel and my daughter's angels did.
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Please help this hurts so bad. No! I visited a medium shortly after my son died. I purposely created a new reddit account because I don’t want people knowing I’m not doing this for karma or anything I need genuine advice.

I feel like a walking zombie. I drove home the next morning, going with the flow of 60+ mph traffic in the fast lane of the 15 in Salt Lake City. This grief is yours alone, and you deserve to determine how you feel with it (and deal with it) on a daily basis. Its hard because he left me with so much life left to live, and i too think about how he also had so much life left to live. Our sons would not wish for us to not live our lives. It was an awesome dream. I hit repeat for an hour and a half. You are right. 28 yrs old. I lived in the basement and construction dust. Visit your state election office website to find out whether they offer early voting. My goal is to try and get as close as I can…for him. We had been together for 3 and a half years. He is still all around you. He was at the medical examiner’s office and I wasn’t allowed to see him. It was totally unexpected and not drug related. If your love for them influences the rest of your life on this planet for the better, then they have already fulfilled their mission through you. Do you believe I am a terrible person for having feelings for another so soon after her passing? I was even just a little bit jealous and really wished that I could go with her in that moment. Because it's been over four months since you last wrote in, I would love to hear an update from you to see how you've been holding up during this incredibly sorrowful time in your life. They can't help themselves.

For the past month I have struggled with what I could have done differently…we have learned from the medical examiner that it was fentanyl. They died of carbon monoxide poisoning and all pre-meditated. He was only 23. I'm still in shock, not really living life, but going through the motions. If I had done something harmful to myself, what would that have said to them? In reading posts from people still experiencing grief years later, I think I'm in for a tough road. He was sick but I thought that he was going to be with me a little longer. My husband and I had cooked him a birthday dinner and cake but on that day, instead of he and his wife and two year old daughter showing up to celebrate, the phone rang with the bad news just as we finished cooking. I’ve lost the one I held so dear, The worst is over, the horror is past Instead of thinking, "OMG, I hope she's 'THE ONE'," try to think more along the lines of, "She sounds like fun!
I told him I wasn't suicidal and to not disconnect the phone. We can continue living our lives aimlessly without any sense of purpose or joy. People say you have your other kids to live for… but I miss HIM!! I feel as if there is a hole in my chest that will never close.

Pretty much everyone, I would imagine. This pain I am feeling is over whelming. And you should feel absolutely zero responsibility for his demise. Anger at people who are well meaning and say that they are praying for me when all their prayers for healing my son were left unanswered. Are any of us fortune-tellers when it comes to life and death? Nothing mattered and I didn't care about anything. At the same time, I also understand your desire not to grow old and alone. The "tormenting feelings of hurt and loneliness" are definitely so severe that nothing else matters at the moment. I know your pain. I even went to court to get help and told them of his plan. I appreciate the postings/comments. My advice is like yours, be selfish and oh well!

There is a huge hole in my life that can never be filled. One other person said they didn’t talk to us about him because they didn’t want to remind us that he died. Sending you lots of love. I think they just don’t know how to come at me. He was 53. .

I agree that the testimonies from others in the same situation have helped all of us realize that we are not alone in our grief. I don’t believe that suicide will get me to James so for now I’m just surviving praying God will take me soon too.

Where I would do it, when I would do it and whether it was something I really wanted. You don’t have to worry about trying to be happy in front of your family if you are not feeling happy. This past father’s day was excruciating. She looked so beautiful and happy. Dating can be awkward and stressful at ANY time in your life, let alone trying to find a new soulmate or at least someone to spend enjoyable time with. I’m really upset because his step mom went up there that night and was called back that morning as soon as he passed away and she didn’t call me. He made it to the hospital but had a global brain injury due to lack of oxygen and died a week later.

He was my reason for getting up in the morning. Take care of yourself. Losing a child sucks! Grieving is normal and one should experience the way he/she believe is better BUT I believe that living a poor life does not honor his memory. Use his gift of unconditional love for the power of good ... always. I have a job I love and I’m financially stable. I dont think I will ever get over it. No, it will never be the same with someone else. This really broke me!! I reached out to her and we quickly fell in love. :). He was so handsome and he just loved cooking and dancing, so charming and a true gentleman, he was liked and loved by all!

I somehow just knew that she was okay now. In my mind’s eye, his face was suffused with love and tinged with exasperation, a common look for Daniel. Emily for me it feel like yesterday. I am really the type to avoid commenting on all platforms. When I felt the uncertainty fading, I decided to speak out. I have no idea how to continue without my baby. I loved before him, I love now and I will continue to love, but it's definitely not on the same level. She lost her son, too. I always thought he’d just gone missing.

I know my life will always have a void and the sadness will always be there in the background, clenching my heart and throat.

Like I do, and I do t want to let him down either. The pain of this loss is truly indescribable, and it takes every ounce of our strength to learn to live our lives in a joyful state once again ... without the physical presence of that person. Together, my beautiful wife and I have experienced the loss of our parents, and the loss of our precious first child who was stillborn. My fear was always forgetting.

The people you think will be there in your lowest times aren’t always the ones that can support you. I loved him first, I’ll love him last I believe in my heart that she would want me to carry on and love another as I loved her, however, I feel it might be too soon and feel guilty for "moving on too fast." They knew they didn’t know the answers, but they allowed me space to talk about my son, my grief, & my fears of having failed as a mother. We had many discussions/arguments about what she would want from me on her final day. And I, having finally moved to the mountain ski town of Park City (my dream to live in the mountains after my youngest graduated high school finally coming true...) was dating someone. I am so sorry that you lost your beautiful wife and soulmate much too soon. If you're not yet at the stage where you are able to do this, then you aren't ready to move forward, period. Dating will never be carefree again. Now, you just need to learn how to live your life on a day-to-day-basis without his physical presence, knowing that the most important part of him has now become a part of you. We weren't meant to know. My heart the most. I continue to tell myself my son would want me to live the best life possible…what he remembered of our life here. Friday July 3rd was my 1 year anniversary of my sobriety and July 4th he passed.

As long as I am alive, he will continue to be loved, cherished and always remembered.

Thank you for sharing your honest feelings about Lorna and your guilt in fulfilling her wishes to be taken off life support. We worked to gather in our successful business . Each accepting the other's shortcomings and loving unconditionally.

Many times I wanted to thank you but I've never found the words to post a comment. I am reasonably certain that the kind of love we had is not common. I don’t think the grief ever goes away, it just gets a little better with less intensity and frequency.


You mentioned that your loved one was a 'secret' soul mate, thus perhaps friends and family wouldn't understand the depth of your grief.

We were broken apart. If it weren’t for my husband and other children I would not want to go on living. I was in awe of his knowledge. “I’m here!” he answers with frustration. I'm not wallowing in my grief on purpose. We just can't help but compare our current life to the life we had before. I hope that if I am ever seated next to someone who needs help, that I behave the same way this angel and my daughter's angels did.

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